Birthday Blues
My birthday’s coming up and I am not the least bit excited. In fact, i am not looking forward to it at all.
Unlike my previous birthdays, I have no plans whatsoever for this year. My college friends insisted we celebrate, so we’re having a drinking session on the eve of my birthday, which I expect to end early, since its a weekday and almost all of them have work the following day. Other than that, nothing…
I am swamped with work, so I think I’ll end up having a date with my laptop on my birthday. How pathetic.
Its not the first time I’m having the birthday blues. I remember I would have tantrums on my birthday in previous years, when I’d rather sleep through the whole day than celebrate with friends or family. Just last year I had a birthday celebration and noticed that of all the pictures taken at my party, only 3 photos had me in them. I was probably just sitting in one corner then, watching my guests have fun… But my birthday blues are usually short-lived. A birthday cake, whether home-baked by my mom or bought at a store, would somehow make me feel better.
A friend would ask me each year what I would like for my birthday, and I would give him the same answer every time: “Cake! It isn’t a birthday without cake!” He’d still give me another gift aside from my request, but really, the cake would be enough…
That’s probably one reason I’m feeling sad these days. I don’t think I’ll have my cake this year…
And knowing that I’m turning a year older does not make me happier…
bigyan na lang uli kita ng chocolate… hehehe…
Be careful on what you wish for honey…taas ng sugar level ko tin, dami mo cake. kaya pala ako hyper ngayon. hehe. Sa susunod pera na lang lagay mo sa blog mo tapos i-share mo ulit samin.
zobelle: hehe.. thanks!!
ei hans!! oo nga e.. may cake pa sa house, u want?? hehe..
eto lang ang masasabi ko, effective. hehehehehe… mmmm sarap…